sorry!!!

I was thinking and I realize that I got a lot to say to you. I would like to start by saying that I miss talking to you, seeing u smile and most importantly feeling your touch. Since u stop answering my calls and told me that u don’t ever want to talk to me, everything just went upside down because nothing is going as I planned…. I just can’t stop thinking of you! It’s like whenever we talk to each other everything I say to u never comes out right and it really hurts me that I did u wrong when all u were trying to do was love me. I was so stupid to jeopardize our friendship and I would just like to say that I’m really sorry. I’m sorry I’ve been so bad to you and mean to you I never intended to hurt you. I’m sorry about making u feel so blue and for all the pain I’ve caused you.im also sorry about all the things I’ve said to u. I just want u to know that I never mean any of the things I said. I know that I can’t take back whatever I said but I’m sorry. I just miss your kiss and the way u make my world go round and round. I was just listening to the poem u wrote me and I love u too and your all I ever want and all I ever need my soul and heart also belong to u. I really don’t want u to think the reason that I’m writing u is to get back with u because I know that it is impossible. The main reasons that I’m writing u is to tell u that you’re so special to me and that no matter who I’m with or whatever happens u will always be in my heart. Also, I just wanted to say that I’m sorry and that I’m to blame for everything that happened between us and the reason that I couldn’t come out and say it was because I was shame. I am changing my ways that is why I had to come and apologize to u and also I wanted to say thanks for changing me. I hope one day you’ll find it in your heart to forgive me for what I did to u and I hope that someday would be soon.IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE G

The Darkness of Dreams

I never felt so cold and alone.
My heart is beating like the rattling thunder in the sky.
A pain strikes me in the middle of my heart like a rigorous
Lightning that flashes in the dark blue sky.
My heart is beating heavily until finally it explodes, blood rushing out overflowing my soul.
My skin became pale and white as streams of blood run down my eyes. I became weak and afraid as I feel to the ground. Suddenly!
My world was spinning around and around as everything dimed out around me;
I was trapped in a world of darkness and pain struggling to get out of this lonely and frightening world.
I tried to scream but only the cold whistling sound of my breath would fill the dazzling air.
My body then became numb I couldn’t move a muscle.
As I gasp for air blood starts to run down my noise like the rushing water that falls down a viscous water fall.
I couldn’t breathe I start to suffocate then I felt a force pulling me towards the end,
I couldn’t take it anymore I just laid there allowing the force to drain the life from within my soul.
Unexpectedly my eyes open and I realize that it was all a dream.